This past week was pretty tough. As this is the first time in 17 years that I haven't gone back to school in the fall, it's been hard adjusting to the relative monotony and seriousness of corporate life. Don't get me wrong– I'm beyond grateful to have a job in an economy where many are still struggling to find work. It is this gratitude that keeps me going.
However, at some point in our lives we can't help but stop and wonder– what are we working for? What's the end goal? Are we just working to have money so we can enjoy life? Or are we in it for the job and the fulfillment of our careers?
One thing's for certain– corporate finance is not my life's passion. Although I'm not entirely sure what is my passion, I know it's not that. Now, I'm left to figure out if I can create a full and happy life having that as my job. Will it be enough to just be a "weekend warrior", living for the times I can be outside and truly enjoying life? Or will I eventually need to make a change?
I don't have the answers yet.
This past weekend, I wanted to take some time alone with my pup to reflect on life and the future. We took a lovely hike together in the woods, letting the beauty and simplicity of nature cancel out any of the stresses or worries of the prior week.
After a hike like that, I always come out feeling stronger, calmer, and more in-tune with myself. It's amazing the transformative effect that nature has. And although I'm still not totally convinced that I won't give up corporate life and live in a cabin in the woods à la Walden, I feel refreshed and energized knowing that the world outside will always remain there for me.
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